This has been an interesting last few months. A lot of very positive changes in both my personal life and in my professional life. After several years of recovering and trying to decide which direction I should go, I think I have found the right path 🙂
The biggest change in my life is finding love. I had pretty much decided that I wasn’t going to do the relationship thing again. I met Len at the start of Christmas break and it was like coming home. It is definitely an ongoing adventure but I feel like I have found someone I can spend the rest of my life with.
Another big change happened at work. After 15 years of teaching elementary and middle school English and reading, I made the change to middle and high school Social Studies. I got my secondary license and taught 7th and 9th grade New Mexico history this spring. This fall, I will add AP Government. My BA was in history and political science, so this is an exciting change!
As an extension to the NM History, I created a new blog. I travel around the state a lot and take pictures. So I thought I should set up a place to share all things New Mexico. You can check it out at New Mexico~Home, History, Life.
Finally, I am continuing to write. My second novel is about half done. AND… I have a short story coming out in an anthology in September. I will keep you all posted on that!
Absolutely loving my life right now!
Look to the east
It’s the dawn of a new day
All brand new and shiny and full of promise
Reflecting warmth and color
Bringing daydreams to life
Rays of sunlight
Reaching for Earth
Christening the morn with hope and happiness
For one heart-stopping moment
All possibility seems tangible
As sunlight dances with clouds
Then the sun peeks over the horizon
Stores her beauty for another morning
While radiantly warming our world.
I’ve spent a lot of my life afraid…afraid of everything. Afraid of life.
A lot of that life hiding in books and daydreams.
And looking for love and acceptance
Or maybe looking for me.
Somewhere along the way I disappeared
I hid my true self and adopted the self others thought were best
Pretending to be what they wanted
And ignoring the little voice crying in my mind.
I’ve been slowly chipping away at those layers
Layers of other personalities
of other people’s versions of me
And like a chick breaking out of its shell
Stretching for freedom
I have found me.
And I refuse to hide again for anyone.
My plans for 2017 are basically to continue the path I started in 2016
Continue to work on my health, losing weight and getting stronger
Hiking…I hope to hike the Pino Trail to the top of Sandia and possibly La Luz as well
Road trips around New Mexico to see some of what I’ve not seen. In particular, Carlsbad Caverns, White Sands, Bandalier
Possibly some out-of-state travel… out-of-the-country would be cool
Finish the novel I’m working on and get some of my writing published
Make time for some of my other hobbies
Happy New Years!!!!
The stuff of dreams
High above, getting a bird’s eye view
Running rather than standing ground
Hiding not fighting
Instead of fear
Daydreams turning to reality
Sparkling and new
So many choices
The sky is bleeding, she said.
The color draining out of it and pooling on the ground.
I just rolled my eyes.
Don’t you see the horses running in the clouds?
Get your head out of the clouds and focus.
Listen, listen, I have a great idea!
Not now I’m busy. I don’t have time for your dreams.
Hold on, don’t move so fast. My puppy can’t keep up.
We’re late, no time to wait on your imaginary puppy.
He’ll be there when we get back.
But what if he isn’t?
C’mon. If we have time I’ll buy you an ice cream.
But my puppy…
Why are you crying over something that doesn’t even exist?
Why are you letting imagination get in the way of reality?
Grow up. You’re an adult.
You have a job to do. A life to live. People are counting on you.
But life isn’t worth living without the dreams and whimsy.
Something to put the color back into the sky, back into my life.